Somewhere between the phone calls to old
friends and the "I miss you"s, the "I love you"s and the "What are we doing tonight?"s

And somewhere between all of the changing and growing..

Somewhere between the classes and the skipping
classes.. and the StUdYiNg for ExAm.. And the
PRETENDING to "study" for ExAm (Like Me)..
And the downright NOT studying for the tests..
I forgot -- I forgot what UnIvErSiTy was all about.

I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy..        And that pretending to be sMaRT doesn't make you Smart  I          I forgot that you can't just forget the past, you can't leave your present in fear of the FUTURE..  

I forgot that you can't control falling in LoVe..
And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe*

I learnt that sometimes the things you want
the most are the things that you just can't have and the things that you look for are right in front of you.

I learnt that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about..
I learnt that TIME and LOVE can heal everything..
I learnt that just when you think it can't get worse - it  does!..
but you learn to survive..

I've learnt that when you start feeling BaD
about L O S I N G touch and about those who you've lost!
They too, are feeling the same way..

I've learnt that life's not easy, but its yours...  And you have to live it.....